Dean looked at the picture that Bobby took before they took off for Carthage. He couldn't help but feel like he was to blame for Jo dying and Ellen too since she couldn't let her daughter die alone. It was such a bad idea to go to Carthage but they had to take the chance that the Colt would work. So now they had the Colt back but it was completely useless against Lucifer and probably wouldn't work on the Angel of Death either.
Dean went outside to drink. He had no idea what they should do next. It just seemed like a losing battle ending in death. He knew he didn't want to become an angel condom for Michael because he saw firsthand what state Michael would leave him in when he slipped out of him. Also the whole thing just made him feel weird. He wondered if there was an anti angel possession charm or tattoo that he could get. They needed to find out what killed angels to have any chance of killing Lucifer.
By Barbara Desmond